It’s taking everything I have to just breathe.
Deleting it is like deleting everything you ever had with her then it’ll be like she never existed like nothinEg ever happened between the two of you like you were never friends like you never shared anything special. Having it there means you at least know it wasn’t a dream it really happened you weren’t just imagining things making things up or fantasizing she really did care. But having it there also reminds you she doesn’t care anymore.
